"On August 12, 2013, I officially resigned from H company and handed in the completion card. I understood that I said goodbye to the communication industry forever.
The camera goes back to November 10, 2006. As a master majoring in computer science, I am going through the painful Nirvana process of every graduate looking for a job. At 11:30 noon, in the school canteen, I received a phone call. There was a beautiful voice: "come and sign the tripartite agreement next afternoon".
In this way, I became acquainted with Z company and became a female Software Engineer in the communication industry. The first day I went to work in Xi'an Research Institute of Z company was the eighth day of the new year. It was very foggy that morning. My colleagues who reported on the bus and I found the gate of Z Company for a long time. When the fog dispersed, I found out, ha, It turns out that the whole South Third Ring Road is surrounded by open fields.
A few days later, my classmates reported back and asked me how to get out of the car. I said that when I got out of the car and looked West, there was only one building. I didn't have a chance to get lost.
I am no stranger to company Z, because a senior brother came to company Z the year before. When I went, it was the period of vigorous development of Western Research Institute. In the whole domestic environment, mobile phones also began to be handed one by one. Remember to contact senior brother. Senior brother is in the mobile phone department, and I am in the mobile department. Senior brother said, "now mobile is the best department...".
In the first year of Z company, the practice of students was retained everywhere. There were many colleagues in the company. We trained and played games together and forged a deep friendship. I learned to play murder games at that time. During the training, we basically gathered together to play games every night.
I really entered the working state on the National Day in 2008. On that national day, I had bought my ticket home. I received a temporary notice and needed to go on a business trip. I refunded my ticket again. Together with another colleague, I embarked on the road of on-site business trip for the first time after entering the company.
Throughout the national day, we stayed in Quanzhou and didn't want to travel. We thought about how to solve the problem all day. We sat in the computer room in the newspaper during the day, grabbed the data, and went back to analyze the data and study the code at night. Finally, the problem was located before the end of the national day. He didn't want to travel and was anxious to go home to solve the problem. He returned to Xi'an on the same day and went to work in the company the next day.
Now when I think about this experience, I wonder why I didn't go to Xiamen for two days
Life is a process of constant change, and ideas will change with it. I am afraid of the invariable life.
Since then, I began to travel frequently, from south to North and from east to west. I certainly didn't go as much as my colleagues who used clothes. However, among the ranks of female engineers in R & D, I went on more business trips. I remember that in an agreement Hotel, mm at the front desk said that I was the first female engineer of Z company to stay in this hotel so far.
The northernmost has been to Shuangyashan in Heilongjiang. I have to take a 12 hour train to Harbin by plane. I remember that it was before New Year's day, the coldest season of the year. When I got off the plane at 1:30 p.m., I found that the sun was almost 45 degrees from the horizon. After dark, the cold air didn't rush in, but people were immersed in the cold air. My colleagues and I immediately decided that the first thing was to find a mall to buy extra thick gloves. Finally, because the place where the gloves were sold was too far away, we really didn't dare to go so far in the cold wind.
The most impressive place is Shuangyashan. It's too cold. Our scope of activities is limited to 20 meters away from the hotel. We rush out to eat every day. Finally, the owner of the hotel knows us. Local colleagues are particularly afraid of cold. I admire them for wearing a thin sweater and a cotton padded jacket outside this day. I still remember that at Christmas, two local colleagues invited us to dinner. On the way back, it was only 5 minutes. As a result, my face seemed frozen. In order to prevent frostbite, I began to rub my face all the time when I entered the hotel. Another time, when I went out to buy bananas, I only found that there were many plastic bananas. They were not real. After walking a long way, I remembered that it was too cold here. Bananas were easy to frostbite. I asked the boss and found that bananas were kept warm in a quilt. After I bought it back, I warmed it in the quilt for a long time before I could eat it.
In the south, Wushan mountain in Chongqing is the most impressive place. It is the first time to feel that the difference between the north and the south is so obvious. Qinling Mountains are big mountains, and Huashan Mountain is also famous for its difficulties and dangers, but the first word to think of in Chongqing is green mountains and green waters. Wushan is a new city built by immigrants from the Three Gorges dam. It is all built along the mountain. There is no way to ride a bike. Looking out from each window near the river, it is the Yangtze River. It happens to be spring. It rains gently every day. There are often ribbon like clouds on the mountain opposite the Yangtze River. The water of the Yangtze River here is very clear. There are pedestrians rowing boats in the water. Along the Yangtze River, there is the small Three Gorges scenic spot. There are many small islands in the middle of the river and farmers rowing and farming.
In such a landscape, there must be immortals, immortals outside the world.
The best place to eat is Guizhou. It is said that the chilies in Guizhou are ground out, so they all have the smell of an old godmother. There is also a abnormal eating method, that is, after all the chilies are barbecued, they are roasted with vegetables inside. Moreover, the weather there is warm. I went there in November, and I can wear single shoes.
In fact, it's good to go out more. We are lucky to be born in a country with vast territory and abundant resources. We basically cover everything from the cold zone to the tropics. We go to every place to see the local environment, landform and customs. When we have seen all the scenery, we will see a lot of trivial things in life.
After four years in company Z, high-rise buildings on the South Third Ring Road have sprung up one after another. The Qinling mountains overlooking in front of my original second floor window have long been blocked by high-rise buildings. Even the peach and willow trees in the corner of the company's yard have been shoveled down to build the hotel. I haven't changed anything except getting older and proficient in business. Even my colleagues in the company, They are also fixed.
So I decided to leave. In the past few years after graduation, the gap between H company and Z company is becoming larger and larger. I want to see what H company is like. The process of deciding to leave is painful. I have worked for four years. All my life circles are in the company. Leaving here marks the beginning of everything. The night before my resignation, I didn't sleep all night.
After leaving from company Z, I got the resignation certificate on the first day. The next morning, on January 14, 2011, I appeared on the plane to Shenzhen. My first impression of company H began in BaiCaoYuan. Before I went to Shenzhen, BaiCaoYuan and horseshoe mountain were legendary place names. After I went to Shenzhen, I found that BaiCaoYuan was a dormitory, and it was still a cold dormitory in winter, MATI mountain is a village. The only difference from our village is that the houses in this village are elevator rooms with more than 10 floors. I went to see them with my colleagues. They are all about 20 square meters, one room and one living room. They are very simple inside. My colleagues said that when he rented them, the people living in them had only one bed.
Many things can only be understood after experience. What impressed me deeply in Shenzhen was the corporate culture of H company. Everyone was very serious. During training, we had to go out for exercises in the morning, we couldn't be late for class, and we had to study at night. Everyone was very serious. The training required to wear formal clothes. At that time, there was a classmate who didn't take a suit when he came. When the head teacher asked him, He said: Your H company didn't notice. Why do you blame me now. The teacher said: you are also from H company now. Why do you say it is our H company? Aren't you from H company. After the training, everyone basically turned into a state of beating chicken blood. I have to say that the training was very successful.
In the first half of the year, H company has been in Shanghai. The R & D center in Shanghai is very magnificent. The hall in the middle, the top floor is transparent, and the toilet is all five-star configuration. This is the facade of H company in Shanghai. It is said that it has received many domestic and foreign dignitaries during the World Expo. Colleagues in Shanghai are also very clean and beautiful. People can't help but want to look good. They don't have to work overtime on Saturday or at night. For half a year in Shanghai, they basically read or watch TV in the dormitory every night. They go shopping with girls in the same dormitory every weekend. That kind of life is still very relaxed.
Later, back to Xi'an, the first half of the year was also relatively relaxed, and there was basically no need to work overtime. In March 2012, I participated in the development of the new version. This year is the fastest progress and the hardest year since I worked. I often work overtime in the office at 11 pm. In this year, I also thoroughly understand the corporate culture of company H and why company H is successful. Company H is a place of fair competition. You are willing to pay your time, Your labor, you will certainly be able to reap the corresponding reward. Of course, many pay at the cost of health.
One day, I suddenly realized that I was no longer a teenager and was entering the ranks of Obasan. In H company, if I wanted to get high performance, it meant no annual leave, no nights, or even weekends. For me, there was even no life. What was the significance of my hard struggle?
I have had a lot of troubles. I firmly believe that one day I will solve all problems. At the moment I wake up, I understand that it's time.
Therefore, I communicated with the supervisor and rejected many suggestions from the supervisor. I resolutely embarked on my resignation.
In company H, resignation is not something you can leave if you say you can. It also involves a lot of things. Therefore, I was left to wait for two months. In early June, I saw a resigned person on the company's internal forum and mentioned Tianya's understanding, so I started from Tianya and spent two days reading my diary from February to June this year, I found that many of my thoughts were consistent with his, but he expressed them in language. I tracked all the way from Tianya's posts to QQ space and found that he only updated the log of QQ space, and the posts on Tianya were reprinted by fans.
In my understanding log, I found cicada Zen and Zhilv meeting. I found that Zhilv meeting was organizing a trip to Lhasa in July this year. At that time, I really wanted to go if I had the opportunity. As a result, by the end of June, it was found from the cicada Zen's log that Lhasa bank was still recruiting the last two teammates. I think the opportunity came, but the problem in front of me was that I had not resigned at that time according to my negotiation with the leader. In H company, I wanted to take a three-week holiday. Think about how difficult it is to know.
So I went to the leader and expressed my ideas. The leader said that he understood very well, but it was also very difficult. Asking for three weeks' leave required a lot of leadership approval in H company. However, because I was going to resign, the supervisor decided to open up and help me. Finally, after very complicated procedures, I finally invited three weeks' leave.
On July 15, I finally came to the Bank of Daming Lake. There were two small pieces of lotus at the entrance of Daming Lake. I photographed Xia Yuhe in Daming Lake, turned around and went back to the hotel. Finally, I arrived at the door of the dinner party at more than 12 o'clock. At the door, I was very nervous. I thought I was late. Thinking that the door opened, everyone stared at me. How embarrassing it was. As a result, the door opened and there was no one behind the door
I saw a group of men gathered around the window, and a guy who looked like a cameraman with various Buddha beads around his neck and hands. At first glance, it was non mainstream (later I knew that this was the director of this year's Lhasa trip, Yu Dao No. 2). Everyone gathered around the photographer to discuss and watch me come in. A handsome man (later known as Qingdao boy) came over, shook hands with me and exchanged greetings. Then they didn't know what they were discussing. I could only pretend to look at the scenery in front of the window.
After waiting for a long time, brother Dong and brother Zen finally came. On this strange occasion, basically, the new teammates this year are very cautious and don't talk much. Of course, I am watching. The old teammates are talking and laughing, and the new teammates exchange information with each other. The meal was quite long. Miao Miao and wangzhan were late until more than 3 p.m. maybe this is fate. Miao Miao sat next to me.
Because everyone lived in the standard room at that time, I told Miao Miao, you live in the same room with me and gave her the key. Unexpectedly, later, during the whole trip to Lhasa, we lived in one room most.
The whole trip to Lhasa was full of tiredness, shock, joy and laughter. Two days before the 318 trip from Chengdu, altitude sickness plagued everyone. Everyone was very tired when they arrived at their place of residence every night. Moreover, due to lack of oxygen and headache, their eyes exploded, the temperature dropped a lot, and they couldn't buy warm clothes too late, Basically, I just want to sleep upside down.
Later, slowly, everyone adapted to altitude sickness, passed the life and death test of Tongmai natural insurance, and passed the 68 km mountain road sliding. Everyone's heart was finally getting closer and closer. The journey began to be full of laughter in the carriage. To Lhasa, Shigatse, Yanghu and Namuco, the scenery on the road became more and more beautiful and closer to home.
I wrote these experiences in my diary on the first day I came back to work. You can go to QQ space. I also published them in the internal forum of H company. The number of hits on that day was nearly 20000. After a difficult long-distance trip, I gained not only the scenery, but also the feelings of my teammates in Lhasa, but also my understanding of myself. Before going to Lhasa, I thought about the road to Lhasa countless times. It should be a variety of difficulties, a variety of hardships, and my rhinitis must have a serious altitude reaction, In my heart, I am actually ready to return halfway.
Unexpectedly, all the dangers are actually paper tigers, created by my own imagination. I am still alive and kicking not only in Lhasa, but also in the Everest base camp. Sister Xinyue is the worst among my teammates. In the first two days, she basically slept in the car without saying a word. I thought in my heart that she must not be able to get to Lhasa, I didn't want to beat her. She not only persisted to Lhasa, but also completely recovered in the future.
In life, don't set limits for yourself. Just start what you want to do. If you choose to start, you have succeeded.
During the whole trip to Lhasa, I tried to record the stories that happened every day. Sometimes I found that it was the road I took two days ago. On the third day, I didn't know where to live. People are so forgetful. I'd better learn to keep a diary.
After returning to Jinan, my teammates began to be reluctant to part with me. Maybe life has always been like this. I didn't feel anything when I got together. I wouldn't give up until I had to leave, but there is no banquet that doesn't end. We still have to go our separate ways after all.
The Lhasa trip is over, but the story is far from over.
After I came back from Lhasa, I went back to work. On the first day of work, the supervisor asked me: do you still resign?
I answered: Yes.
During the trip to Lhasa, I discussed with my teammates many times. Brother Dong gave me the suggestion that it is difficult to make money. Let me continue to work and resign after giving birth to a child. Miao Miao also came from H company. She understands my mood and supports me to resign. Brother Hong Bo always said that you should not think about how wonderful the outside world is. In fact, it is very difficult. He started his business from Foxconn, and I always said that we were very similar, so he felt that if we were like his character, he would certainly start a business, so he also supported me to start a business.
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